Why I am here

I began writing poetry at an early age after my dad passed away, he died on my 11 birthday, to use poetry to get over a lot of obstacles in my life have helped me through many hard times ...

I have struggled with crippling social anxiety for 10 years and locked me inside my own shell, it took me sooo long to work my way up from the dark place I thought was so safe and sound ...

Apart from depression and anxiety, I've got a lot thrown at me in her lap through time, two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis (rare disease that women are incredibly painful at times)

In January this year I was admitted to the rheumatology department, where I was then diagnosed with fibromyalgia and MSS (muscle pain syndrome) this is very painful but something I have to learn to live with this too ..

This blog contains my poems I have written throughout the ages, this has become my way to overcome sadness and dark times ...

I use both good and bad to create something out of and this helps me to look ahead in life ..

So no matter what gets thrown into the lap of me so I'm a fighter I am stubborn and do not give up until I reach my goals, so now you know a bit who I am and why I'm here ..

COPYRIGHT! All poems, pictures that are posted on this page is not allowed to copy or take them as your own, please respect this .. Regards Melissa

Friday, March 18, 2011

One more day

What about my heart, what about my soul, what about the lies you always cover up..

What about us, is there any hope left, what about the empty promisses...

What about you and what about me are we really ment to be?

Question in my head, as i lieing in my bed, wonder what went wrong and its time to figure out..


One more day, one more time always waiting on the line, for you to say everything is going to be

ok... As i lie here with the tears in my eyes and i wonder what must i sacrifice to get you to say

it again you love me and will stay with me until the end...

What about the turth, is it going to hurt? what about you are you true to your feelings?

is it someone else or is it just me, i am waiting around to see..



Love hurt so much sometimes and i should look inside my heart and see if our love is

real... Tears keep falling and im a mess but i need to know the answer but i don't want you to

say it, i want you to show it... Nothing in this world is bigger then LOVE..

So is it time for us to move on or do you really love me?

There have been times i would cry for days because of you, but one thing i am sure of in my heart

is that i gave in to you...

So what about my heart, and what about my feelings is there still you and me?

I will wait one more day and see...

Written By Melissa
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