Why I am here

I began writing poetry at an early age after my dad passed away, he died on my 11 birthday, to use poetry to get over a lot of obstacles in my life have helped me through many hard times ...

I have struggled with crippling social anxiety for 10 years and locked me inside my own shell, it took me sooo long to work my way up from the dark place I thought was so safe and sound ...

Apart from depression and anxiety, I've got a lot thrown at me in her lap through time, two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis (rare disease that women are incredibly painful at times)

In January this year I was admitted to the rheumatology department, where I was then diagnosed with fibromyalgia and MSS (muscle pain syndrome) this is very painful but something I have to learn to live with this too ..

This blog contains my poems I have written throughout the ages, this has become my way to overcome sadness and dark times ...

I use both good and bad to create something out of and this helps me to look ahead in life ..

So no matter what gets thrown into the lap of me so I'm a fighter I am stubborn and do not give up until I reach my goals, so now you know a bit who I am and why I'm here ..

COPYRIGHT! All poems, pictures that are posted on this page is not allowed to copy or take them as your own, please respect this .. Regards Melissa

Friday, March 18, 2011

The Change

I have cryed so many tears, and lived in fear..
But all of a sudden someone reach out a hand, I have been lost in the darkness for so long but now i know my way...

I have been a lost soul without any rest, now i can breath out and let it be in the past..
I have lived in the shadow of myself, now i will step out in the sun...

I have felt pain, sorrow, greef, now i will appreciate what we had forever and let go..
I wont forget get any of it but i will let past be in the past..

Every path you take you're leaving your legacy, you decide your own destiny..

I have been needy and greedy, but now i am ready to give, I have always let people treat me like shit, but no i am ready to put my boot down and say enough is enough!

I have been judgemental not only againts myself but others as well, but i will not judge
anymore i will leave that up to god..

I have told sweet little lies but in the end the lies become the truth...

I have had a closed heart but now i will give love a chance, I have felt like a cocoon now i feel free like a butterfly that are ready for changes..

I had forgotten now i remember,


Life is: Hope, Truth, Love, Smile, Happiness, Memories, Give, Help, Selfrespect, Sun, Flowers, Butterflies..

Written By Melissa

(Someone told me that life is for the living and that is what i am going to start do from now on... Cherish the life!)

(Have a open mind and be who you are, and always remember that people treats you the way you let them)
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