Lost Love

Look into my heart, can't you see i am falling a part, excruciating pain. Have I waited in vain, tears been shed.

Why have you left my like this, i am heart broken,I feel like a little girl that have been abandon, does not my feelings mean anything to you?
Every time you touch me i feel like i am getting burned by a flame, a fire that is eternal.

Love, what is love, do we really know? You promised me happiness and i honestly I believed you, but look were we are now, far apart and not even close to love..

In a darkness i can't escape from, its so dark i can't find the light.. I thought you were the light in life but i guess i was wrong, it hurts so much this broken heart of mine..

Not getting much sleep or rest and i wonder what happend, i guess you are doing fine considering were we stand.. Not a word have been spoken for a while and i guess its nothing left to talk about, summer and winter nights will be lonely and i have to move on with my life, rainy days and sunny days will be sad as i know you will never stand by my side.

But i ask of you to show some mercy, you have broken my heart in so many places it will take a life time to heal, it's a crying shame and you are the one to blame.

Your silent treatment is not working, i would rather die then be without you, wounds are not healing and my feelings for you are not going away, it hurts so much.

I was so naive to think that you loved me, and fell for every lie you told me.. Is it not enough?
why do you let me suffer, i feel like i have one foot in the grave, so many things i want to say but i guess the words does not mean anything to you anyway..


Sad and broken i lie on the floor starring out of the window, looking up on the tiny star flickering in the sky, i wish my self away from this life and this world, haven't i been through enough, i can't stand another crack in my heart, with eyes so red and a tired body, i lay down my weapons and stop trying.

I can't keep going on and on about this, i will now rest as I have lost my last petal, dieing inside and you cannot see it, i will lay my head down now and get some rest, so with this last words i write i will tell you i have never felt anything like this pain in my whole life and i wish you could open your eyes and really see me, one day its to late for you to come around and ask for forgiveness, i wont be on this earth eternal but i will always remember the fire that burned me!

Written By Melissa