Why I am here

I began writing poetry at an early age after my dad passed away, he died on my 11 birthday, to use poetry to get over a lot of obstacles in my life have helped me through many hard times ...

I have struggled with crippling social anxiety for 10 years and locked me inside my own shell, it took me sooo long to work my way up from the dark place I thought was so safe and sound ...

Apart from depression and anxiety, I've got a lot thrown at me in her lap through time, two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis (rare disease that women are incredibly painful at times)

In January this year I was admitted to the rheumatology department, where I was then diagnosed with fibromyalgia and MSS (muscle pain syndrome) this is very painful but something I have to learn to live with this too ..

This blog contains my poems I have written throughout the ages, this has become my way to overcome sadness and dark times ...

I use both good and bad to create something out of and this helps me to look ahead in life ..

So no matter what gets thrown into the lap of me so I'm a fighter I am stubborn and do not give up until I reach my goals, so now you know a bit who I am and why I'm here ..

COPYRIGHT! All poems, pictures that are posted on this page is not allowed to copy or take them as your own, please respect this .. Regards Melissa

Friday, March 18, 2011

Let you go

I am lost, and there are no one left to trust,

i feel alone and unloved... I think it is time for you to move on...

I am pretty sure you will forget about us in the end...

I am tired of pretending, that i am fine and that you always will be mine...

You said "I will always be there for you and keep you safe"

That was just another lie,

And guess what my love you can?t dry my tears because there are no one left...

I crye?d my eyes out, i am tired to be in your way, so i am ending this now...

No way back and nothing could save our love,

I wanted to belief that our love was etarnal...

But that was just a dream of mine, so i leave our love behind...

I am sorry my love, this wasen?t ment to be...

All out of words and im stuck in the past, i think this is the right thing to do...

I will never forget the good times we shared,

they are kept in my heart...

Just like you are my love, i will always remember your eyes, smile and touch...

You were my first true love and so i say goodbye,

and i hope you find the one you are looking for, So you can love again...

And never forget "I will love you forever"

Stop fooling your self and let go of me...

I know you can?t do, so this is one last thing i do for you my love
"I let you go"
Written By  Melissa
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