Why I am here

I began writing poetry at an early age after my dad passed away, he died on my 11 birthday, to use poetry to get over a lot of obstacles in my life have helped me through many hard times ...

I have struggled with crippling social anxiety for 10 years and locked me inside my own shell, it took me sooo long to work my way up from the dark place I thought was so safe and sound ...

Apart from depression and anxiety, I've got a lot thrown at me in her lap through time, two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis (rare disease that women are incredibly painful at times)

In January this year I was admitted to the rheumatology department, where I was then diagnosed with fibromyalgia and MSS (muscle pain syndrome) this is very painful but something I have to learn to live with this too ..

This blog contains my poems I have written throughout the ages, this has become my way to overcome sadness and dark times ...

I use both good and bad to create something out of and this helps me to look ahead in life ..

So no matter what gets thrown into the lap of me so I'm a fighter I am stubborn and do not give up until I reach my goals, so now you know a bit who I am and why I'm here ..

COPYRIGHT! All poems, pictures that are posted on this page is not allowed to copy or take them as your own, please respect this .. Regards Melissa

Friday, March 18, 2011

Dear God

Dear god, why does people have to suffer all around the world,
i see little children die from hunger and getting killed in war, little innocent kids
the world are so cruel and im tired of all this evil that lurks around every corner.

Dear god, i know that you can do wonder and even stop hunger, but why do you just sit up there
watching everyone suffer, i know one little change could make this world a beautiful place.

When you are a kid nothing else matters but the family and love we share to each other, but as we grow older we create lies and judgment over others, and do cruel things to one another, life is not joy anymore and we have to fight to survive.

I close my eyes and pray to you that you will take this hurt away, but even i know
you would never answer, i will still pray. I believe in you and your strength to overcome every opstical along the way, but now i am tired of this pain that devourer my heart and make me
afraid.

So god i look up on the sky one last time as i ask for you to take action, i know you can
and i know one day you will but maybe then it will be to late, many of my loved ones have passed away and i miss them so much, everyday i wish i could see their face again and only one more touch..

Please god make this pain go away and let us live in peace because i know its not to

late to do one last miracle to save the world as it is.

Written By Melissa
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